47/365 – ” What’s one thing you could do to make your life feel more real? ”
So much of my life feels improbable.
From my career trajectory, to the adventures and experiences I’ve had the privilege to be invited into, to the fantastic humans I interact with – I sometimes wonder when the ride will end.
In some ways, it’s a form of imposter syndrome – feeling like things are too good to be true, that they’re unsustainable, and that whatever traction I gain could be lost at any time.
But what if I could get rid of the part of me that still refuses to accept that my life is not just luck, a fluke, an anomaly? What if my mind was able to believe that improbable was normal?
What would I need to do to make my successes feel more real?
For me, I think it’s about finding/creating consistency in the improbability. Community, financial stability, a sustainable relationship to self.
I’m not sure it’s the right answer yet, but I’m going to start testing!